Late problems, sleeping disorders (i sleep 12hrs + daily) and I have trouble motivating myself for studies and life.
That hasn't happened for a long time, not at least during my darkest days when i received Christ when i told GOD: God.. why is my life in such a mess. If you would help me to change everything over I will follow You
Today I'm unsure.. waking up with an unusual fatigue, and doubts about whether I'm really Christian at times. I'm struck: can i love as God does so ever unconditionally? Do i know whats loving others? Am I responsible enough in life? Am I doing enough? Am I....!!! What's wrong with me?? Am i being too complacent and in comfort zone in my walk with God? Am I even walking right with You?
What if? a lot of uncertainty is filling my mind and I have absolutely no answers to. I just hope God will set things right again. I can only rely on Him now.
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