Old stuff... "Niu" year xDD

HAPPY "NIU" YEAR!!!!!

Its the "Niu" year!!!!!! today's the second day already so fast. Chinese New year is always a time Me and my family will gather at my grandma's house.. My mum's extended family is BIG! She has 9 siblings.. and so, I have like 10 cousins (still adding by the year). My sister's the eldest cousin! And me is second..

Stumbled upon this old photo at my grandma's house.... so did a search for some old photos on my handphone... here's some of it.. regret never really took much photos back den T.T

i'm the one in circle. me, my two younger cousins and on right most, my sister. Those were the days.. if i don't rmb wrong... its when i was K2? or primary one?

Little zhenwei's cute charming smile... resembles the zhenwei now? many says it does!

emo adolscent zhenwei during secondary school days.. short hair wahahaha.

me and classmates in my JC times!! see if you can spot me! no prizes though! xD

This is Group Paul 保罗组 of year 2007-2008 in 1723. Its a lively group! SongEn daoshi was here!

Mass group dinner.. and I remember its for YangJun's birthday!

"Time and tide waits for no man.
All man die and few ever live." -- quote from duno where

Suddenly feel I am lao ren... >< HAHAHAHAHA!! no way! I shall remain like a child. xD
Anyway thanks all who kept my sister in prayers. She had been discharged the day before CNY eve. And is recovering fine.. She collects ang bao for me during CNY one... so cannot be down wahahaha joking joking. Anyway really Thank God. Its one of the 1st time I took up courage to share THE WORD with a family member. May God put the seeds in her heart from this incident for her to see life in another way.

And GOD.. help me.. I need answers in my life. And Your guidance.. this New Year.
May all GLORY be to my Father in Heaven.

~Tribute to my gaming days~

Well... I'm sure alot of you guys Don't know!! I'm actually a hardcore gamer (I admit that games has been my wae of de-stressing since secondary school days). In December I was playing an online game. LOLs but It's now my 3rd day running to quit the addiction. I limit myself now to once in 2 weeks for 2 hours.

In the gaming world, I play a girl named "-= tsu =-" which is my main character (i'm not a pervert okay cause i actually announced to my friends in game i'm a guy XDD) and a guy named "~:zhen:~". Ha the virtual world is an escape from reality... or is it??

Anyway, I have decided its time to face reality... in a bid to do better in studies. Here's a tribute to the game (Secret of Solstice). And actually I have made quite a number of friends in game whom I actually chat with, even though some are half a globe around in US, Canada, Mexico...

Tribute to my friends in game sorry if left out: Kylie, Thunder11, miki_konoe, Kannono-chan, Mp5_wolf, gono_08, eilwood69, Darthplayab, ~jessilyn~, Ryogachan, teddyboi, Bobby hotxtrot, annabelles, ~Rage~, AngeLvsDevil, Link 8, FernJosh, Aidanious, NotSawars, Criz_lanford, Bennyhill, and many more not named....

See. online is a place where I have found equally true friends where I'm able to relate to life about... So i'm gonna miss you guys! here's screenshots (click to enlarge)

Mass event in game... i'm the one in circle! The amount of people in a single map.. O.O

That's me... at higher levels already... with one of best in game frens, miki_konoe.

Hunting Santa Cluases in game!! XD using my 2nd character, ~:zhen:~

Santa's give good priceless gems in game.. probably the most valuable stuff..

Its now over christmas period... so no more Santas..

That's a lower level -= tsu =-.. with closest group of people in game was realie fun times XD..

me using -= tsu =- and hunting reindeer santa(s) called the LuDolfpang...

Well... no regrets whatsoever playing the game since its destressing for me... Just that I have to prioritise things for now.. I will still be in there with my online frens once in a long while! And to prevent myself from addiction >.< Now is the time to catch up in studies!!!

Happy 牛 year everyone!! Chinese New Year is here!! And people over half the globe celebrate too according to them XD. May God Bless all of you.

Fish Manhatten outing @central XDD

Yesterday haha cos' its past midnight... gosh!! Had a great time of Fellowship with 1723 committee members! Present were:

Preacher RuiFu, YingLing Daoshi, YiLe, Zhaojun, Jiaxin, Shuchun, Huang Peng, HaoNing, and and and ME of course... ha not forgetting Manda (XinYa) who served us... aiyos we are a hard bunch of picky customers!!

Enough said... let's see what we had!!

me "zilian" emo while chatting & wait for food XD

Xinya WOO!!! FLAMING prawns for us XD

Yile's creamy pasta.. looks really y
ummy.


and Lovers plate for chuandao & Ying ling dao shi a platter for two...


Dory fish set for Jiaxin
and Zhaojun.....


and mine!! grilled platter for one XD it was nice and reallie yummy!!


Next up desserts... mud pie! made of Oreo and ice cream...
and this is Chef's tiramisu dessert


and after that I walked to SGH from central... the night view of CNY in Chinatown is reallie beautiful.. except with a lot of people O.O had a hard time going through the crowds.

anyway, my sister is fine... awaiting a MRI scan to find out what's wrong with her. Visited, shared THE WORD with her.. she's non-christian.. and and tried to find the verse to share for 20 min but cant find it... then when I just happen to decide to share any verse, turns out to be the verse I was looking for T.T :

Philippians 4:4-9 (New International Version)

4Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Paul tells us to rejoice in all our toughest times knowing God is with us... and when he wrote this he was being persecuted in prison. May God's peace be on us this CNY. And I hope my sis can come back for reunion dinner this weekend hopefully.
Please pray for my sister

Please pray for my sister

She returned home yesterday... with a headache and after that experienced partial paralysis.
I'm hoping that its nothing too serious as she was hospitalized in SGH yesterday.

Lord, please watch over her.. today is committee outing!! Going to visit my sis in SGH later at night. Haven't see her since yesterday >.< My mum is with her now.. According to my sis, she's experiencing numbness in limbs so ya... PLs pls pray for her. Dear Father in heaven,

I give thanks to you as you have really watched over my family with grace. My sister is now down with an unknown problem but I hope its not serious and Lord, I know that u have it covered in your hands. She's fine at the moment, so Lord I wish for your presence and peace with my family over this period. And sincerely pray for my sister because she was planning to go for a Job attachment in Holland.. Lord I thank you for listening to my prayers.

Lord I also pray you give me the urgency to treat studies seriously.. I have been under tremendous stress and skipping lessons even though I don't want to. Lord, you have guided me through A's lvl and my 1st sem... I know You will be with me. I wish You clear my mind of distractions, and addictions and all things hindering me in my studies and my walk with You

All this in Jesus's name I pray...

amen.
22th Jan 2009

22th Jan 2009

Its Thursday yet again... and I'm in school posting this.. I realised that I post very little in fact. Ha so trying to make the numbers XDD.

Anyway, Thursday in school is always a special day because of Campus Crusdade. CNY is coming.. and I would like to give thanks for a few things:

1) Having Crusade and getting to know more people who share the same belief that Jesus is the WAY to God. I thank God that I have learnt so so so much more about myself.

2) Being able to complete Semester one: I think I have not gave thanks to God yet.. alot of B's and a C but!!!! Thank God no D.. Phew!!

3) This Sem has been reallie hectic as well for me... But i can feel God's grace each time I look back into what has happened so far..
- woke up at 11:30 for course registration >.< but got the timetable in 5 min and I can really say that the timetable is best for me so far as I compare to my friends who jammed their computers for the 9:30 timing.
- late for 2nd week lesson (I thought) O.O but Heng just saw the timetable wrongly so no lessons.

4) Well.. I seemed to have neglected my family a bit.. but thank God they are still healthy, especially my parents who have slogged so hard for me and my sis... *muacks*

5) Thank God for putting me and so many others together in this specific time frame and location : There must be a reason behind everything. Even if I am not supposed to know. Its all in His hands.

YEP... so right now going for Crusade Reunion Dinner. Its my 1st time joining them but I'm sure it be a great time of fellowship and fun. haha!!

Life is full of choices...

Sorry my loyal fans... haha.. I have not been updating very often... but that's not because i'm lazy.. In fact i'm VERY super duper LAZY!! not just plain lazy. XDD

Just kidding. haha.. actually I don't post my happenings in daily life. I find it too much to post XD haha.. If you guys are new to my Blog: its a post I dedicate to my life's opinions/and thinkings related to my walk with God. I really do hope my blog leaves bits of impressions that will help you too as I know God more and more each day.. even though i'm not consistent in Bible study. God has not forsaken, and will not forsake us.. who believe in Him. He hasn't even forsaken those who have not believed in Him yet.

I may once in a while post random stuff though! haah.. so do enjoy your stay here peeps. XD reallie welcome u guys.. LOOK here imma posting in NTU!! its reallie a nice place 9:50am..


My view actually... i'm rushing a report.. yet I have a burden to share... see i'm posting for dis post!

Okay. back to main topic of discussion for today: -=CHOICES IN LIFE=-

It seems we have a luxury of choices to choose whatever we want to do in life.. we make choices all in all I believe at the end of the day so because we all want to be happy. Yet, sometimes when we are faced with tough choices in life, we flinch badly, especially when we know its a decision GOD wants us not to take (BUT we just learn the hard way sometimes) D:

The christian life seems full of restrictions and alot of "do NOTS". God has in fact given us the freedom of choice (thank God if not we are robots). WE CAN MAKE THE CHOICES ALL WE WANT, BUT YET NOT ALL IS BENEFICIAL. Some may say we have alot of choices but in fact none. Because we cant simply choose some things in life... it seems fixed for us. Some choices affect us for life:

Our GOD is not a random God and certainly doesn't leave things to randomness. Don't agree with me? Chew on these points:
1) God gave us a freedom of freewill... but yet we couldn't choose to be born in this specific time and place. Is that a choice of us? Why is it I'm born in this specific time? To enjoy youtube/tudou/technology savvy age?(So figure He has a plan for U?)
2) We can choose who to marry yet we can't choose our parents, brothers and sisters.
3) We can choose our brands of clothes, accessories but can't choose the body that God has given us? (Figured that zhenwei can only be zhenwei, and can't copy someone else no mater how hard I try, and yes only YOU can be YOURSELF)
4) We can choose what to eat... But we can't choose not to eat. WOOT! Jap food rocks. XP

... and the list can go on. What am I driving at? Look at the red words: God did so we could know and seek Him because...

24"The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven and earth and does not live in temples built by hands. 25And he is not served by human hands, as if he needed anything, because he himself gives all men life and breath and everything else. 26From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live. 27God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us. 28'For in him we live and move and have our being.' As some of your own poets have said, 'We are his offspring.' Acts 17:24-28

We realise sometimes in life's toughest choices we feel helpless WE DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO!! Yet. we are to make the tough choices. But God has too, given us a choice, to SEEK HIM especially when we are so helpless and don't know what choice to make. He told us:"

Come to me all of you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. Matthew 11:28-30

I'm Sure most of us have heard of a catchy phrase: WWJD (what would Jesus DO?)
Will you now choose Jesus in your choices?? He didn't promise that we as christians will live a trouble free and prosperous life. Instead He promised PEACE at heart and the assurance that He will be with us and never forsake us.. That is the answer from God each time I feel sooo down or so forever challenged in life's struggles.

I welcome you guys to share your opinions in comments section: I do reallie want to hear your struggles too. Remember, we are not alone in this. God is, he holds the plans. We are, as a body in Christ. Let us be encouraged by God's assurance... because the more I look at my life, the more I want to believe God is with us.

Next UP: (for those interested) Campus crusade message on 15th Jan.
-=BEARING THE FRUIT IN CHRIST=-

verses: Jesus spoke the parable of the great vine

John 15

The Vine and the Branches
1"I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. 2He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes[a] so that it will be even more fruitful. 3You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. 4Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
5"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. 6If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. 7If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. 8This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.

Some background knowledge to the verse(about the vine and the vinedresser/gardener):
- the great vine is a plant that bears fruit only on new branches each year, so it needs to be constantly pruned (needs to cut off the old branches as they do not bear fruit anymore) and notice Jesus calls himself the vine, Father God the vinedresser. And us the branches in the vine.
- if you do not prune the vine, it grows berserk: and waste its nutrients as those old branch will not bear fruit. so the branches needs constant and careful pruning. pruning can remove the diseased parts of the vine too. notice the verse says that pruning the branch that does not bear fruit causes the new branch to bear MORE fruit.

- pruning allows the nutrients to focus on the new branches and bear more fruit.

We are called out as Christians by God's grace... and we are called to bear the fruit as we are the branches connected to JESUS (the vine), and the Father prunes us. This fruit is an outward behaviour that comes inside out of christians. BUT we must have the RIGHT MINDSET and ATTITUDE. Do we consider ourselves or want others to think we are "holy" so we pursue it so people may see the "fruit" in us??

The true attitude is OBEDIENCE.

For if we abide by God, and be in him, the so called "fruit" is a result of the obedience. AND not just a set of behaviours the christian should have. So we should set our pursuit of the "fruit" right. The focus is not the fruit but ABIDING in obedience and living in God (allowing ourselves to be pruned).Verse: No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. The condition is we remain in Jesus..

Are we resisting to be pruned? Are we a branch not bearing much fruit in the vine? Are we ready to endure the pain of being pruned? This is a choice again... to choose GOD.

Hope this post will help you. I congratulate you on completing reading this post. Do share your ideas and comment if you feel burdened. Or anything I can pray for u.

The Gone 2008~~

The year has passed!! And to prevent my blog from collecting dust, I decided to put my 1st blog of the year for 2009!! This is a long post XDD.
Hmm a lot has happened indeed from my last post (17th Dec to now) I don't even know where to start!! Anyway, I feel its quite boring to blog christmas stuff... lemme just share my thoughts and recollections as I move into the new year.
Highlights of year end 2008:
1) 10.11 camp (NTU south crusade):
Went street-E and found that I need alot of improvement in using WYS booklet and telling others about GOD's greatest love for us. Enjoyed the camp and God's gift for me as I am a Northie XDD.
REMEMBERED: Titus ( I only know his name ) Met him at Bedok interchange as he was the last person I tried sharing the WYS booklet with. He IS a christian!! But he shared that he has somehow come to a standstill in his christian walk with GOD because of a reshuffling of priorities in life. He is coming to NTU accountancy next, er NONO, THIS YEAR. hope to see him, and hopefully to Campus crusade as well.

Please pray for him. And if I see him next time, I will share with him of God's assurance and promise to us that HE WILL NEBRR LEAVE US. No matter what we have done, felt guilty about. There is nothing we can do to make God love us more, and certainly WE CAN DO NOTHING TO MAKE GOD LOVE US ANY LESSER.

2) 1723 commitee outing and CAMP at Sembawang BB camp!!:
Had a camp of pure fun fellowship with 1723 bro & sis, and the future SEC 4 newcomers XDD.
Personally din sleep a *wink* during the camp. But It was great fun bonding with the newcomers... I FEEL YOUNG muahahaha!!!

REMEMBERED: The chicken captain ball game o.O haha it was very 恶心. Me and Yangjin did a "jump ball" for the chicken and guess wad happen..... WE GOT IT except the chicken split into 2 XDDD.. The funnie plays planned by us in talentime.. we truly have a bunch of crazee bros & sis in Christ. XDDD

3) NTU North Ops A&E:
We again had street-E training on how to share the WYS booklet.. Huang Peng came with me XD. Thank God he did.

REMEMBERED: How God lifted our down spirits when all seemed lost, we played a bball game at SRC and Gary, a 14 year old received Christ through Huang Peng who shared the WYS with him X). Met my JJC Bball senior too. Watched the full video of the movie - "The Bridge" about how a father had no choice but to sacrifice his son to safe a train that was going to crash.... one life in exchange for countless... WORTH IT? what would you have done if you were the Father?
Yeps That's about all folks the rest are random pictures over Dec enjoy XDD:

Me so fierce... I'm not!!! serious for games of youth camp only.. XD
The various groups in action.. I was in charge of one of games station. The kids are such a fun bunch to watch... they have no worries.. no wonder Jesus said whoever does not accept the gospel like a child's heart cannot inherit the Kingdom of heaven.
Dog opposite church so cute! ME cycling at east coast.. totally no link -.-
To cut (hair) or not to cut? A rock in SAC totally no link again -.- o.O
Lastly, pics from the scariest 1723 camp ever!! Look Weiji's has been brutally murdered! and blood(but its reallie poor blood splatter.. fake oso so fake cos I learnt forensic science alr. and that's PoHan in the last pic LOL no link hattrick XDD.