Loving a God who loves us

I have really been struggling to juggle stuff in life and balancing out things in life, yet a little encouragement from God himself in:

Philippians 3:7-14 (New International Version)

⁷But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. ⁸What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ ⁹and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ—the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith. ¹⁰I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, ¹¹and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.

Pressing on Toward the Goal

¹²Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. ¹³Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, ¹⁴I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

I strongly felt the verse speaking in echo to another verse:

Matthew 10:39 (New International Version)

³⁹Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.

I haven't been willing to surrender all my life to God, but I have made the decision, to be prepared to lose all I have for God alone. Some things in life I should let go, and trust God to lead me, yet that doesn't mean I don't do my part in taking responsibility of my life.
I surrender all because God gave us His best in His one and only Son Jesus Christ. God, I surrender all.